People say don't live in the past. Sometimes its hard not too. I feel excited that my life is "supposedly" about to start this April but scared at the same time. I don't want to be apart of the many who move home and continue with a job that they don't necessarily love.
I used to have a lot of friends. I still have some but as time goes by I really wonder why I stay. I've grown over the past couple of months, and with that I've grown apart from friends and the life I used to know. I'm the friend who will drop everything when a friend is in crisis, will try to keep conversations positive, will have a "bitch" party with someone (but within good reason),and will motivate you but won't coddle you. (spelling ? lol)
I truly believe in life some are only meant to make an "appearance" and some will stay till your old and gray. It's a life lesson I've learned multiple times and now I can say I truly do get it.
I don't need to be the life of the crowd. I am a homebody I admit but not by choice. I like traveling, talking about literature, cooking and trying new foods, movies, art, whoaaa this is sounding like a match.com profile lol.
Well, what I mean to say is I want to be able to hold a intelligent conversation with someone who's mindset isn't stuck in high school.
Hopefully, I'll find that group of people soon. April will come soon enough, and then I'll be able to move somewhere new.
I don't know if any of this made sense at all but I hope someone gets the picture....
